state of aquadonia - 28th Nov 2023
TL;DR: I am currently not doing well and need to make big changes. I’m really sorry.
Hit 'Read More' to find out why.
TL;DR: I am currently not doing well and need to make big changes. I’m really sorry.
Hit 'Read More' to find out why.
"The heart has its reasons that reason knows nothing of."
- Blaise Pascal, philosopher and mathematician (1623-1662)
Just a head’s up: This writing isn’t likely to be funny, happy, upbeat, or in a voice that has gotten past these things and doesn’t feel down about them anymore. I can’t write in a voice that has ‘come through, learned, and triumphed’ over them because I am still in learning and growing stages about SO much of myself. If you’re looking for a balanced, super grown and awesome writing about growth, this is not it. This is a… poking under the surface thought train of a woman trying to come to terms with herself, her past, her present, and the future she is trying to reach for herself. If that’s okay with you, then grab some tea or something hot to drink before you read. It will hug you as I cry.
A Thought Train; 29th-30th May 2023
Just now I was looking on my old USB Jump drives for some of my old blog/website graphics and such, and started looking through the things I saved. I had to stop because now, looking back at things I did, said, and more, I have to say… I was fucking bonkers! What the hell in a handbasket was I even thinking?? *sigh*